Mashafiz

What the meaning of love...

2011-01-24T08:11:00.000-08:00

Someone post caught my eye.Almost all the points are link to my life. And the important part of the post I will put it in bold.

Love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.

well, some people say, love is blind or love is painful or love is a war. whereas some say, love is everything. to me, love must involve communication, trust, give and take, understanding, care, sacrifice. some people say i love you, as if it is no big deal. but love is a huge deal. to love is to care, to give hope and to expect. but sometimes, things you expect might not come true. and that is when the disappointment comes in.

can there be love with no expectations? maybe. but whatever it is, when you love someone, or when you tell someone you love them, youre saying, you care for that someone or you know that someone cares for you. and by doing so, you expect the person to be there for you or depend on you. and lets say, if the person isnt there or when she/he find someone else to depend on, can you help but not feel a little bit sad? its funny sometimes that people who are in a relationship, might not be in love. but people who are in love are not in a relationship. to me, relationship leads to expectations, that is why, some people avoid it.

some people build their walls too high and when someone breaks their wall, they fall harder. so eventually, they will build their walls higher.

lets just open our hearts, take a risk and fall in love. if you're waiting for that particular someone and you think that someone is worth chasing after, chase them, what are you waiting for? if your hesitating, let them chase you. if they dont chase you, its okay, leave them. they dont love you enough. ( easy said than done )

and if you dont intend to finish what you started, lets say, a relationship, dont start it. avoid the heartbreaks. if you dont love the person, tell them ( even though it might be hard for them at 1st but its for the best ), at least the person wont be hoping on something that will never happen. and dont make someone fall in love with you, if you dont intend to catch them. if a girl or a guy says, she/he likes you no more than a friend, believe it. dont wait. if he or she says, lets be friends, run. avoid contact if there is still feelings. dont enter the zone, where you might be heartbroken. being friends means he or she can love someone else, start a relationship with someone else, and if you think that you cant handle it, leave. dont stay, dont wait, dont hang around. ( it might be hard, but its possible )

and to the people who wanna wait, tell them youre waiting, but not forever. if you wanna start a relationship or continue the relationship, but you keep on thinking on all the things that might go wrong, trust me, the relationship, will never happen, it will never work out. think off all the good things that might happen, and if it didnt work out, oh well, at least you tried.

One and only

2011-01-11T06:26:00.000-08:00

Since it's 11.1.11, I think a post should be posted today.

Sometimes I wonder, what the purpose of life. Yesterday, I met one of it. After a short talk with my parent, I have made a promise to myself that I will take care of them. Since they have made sacrifices to bring me up till where I am today. Now,it's my time to repay them. Maybe happiness for me will come after I fulfill my duties as a son.

My next purpose in life is to give. I am quite angry on how the association treat it's donater. I am donating in order to help the people in need. And they are like un-sincere in helping. When you say the deduction take place between early or end of the month, better keep to the words. I feel like I'm in the wrong for not putting the money in the account when the money have been reserved for nearly a month. Mashafiz,relax yourself. Help people with a sincere and clear heart. Maybe ada hikmah disebaliknya.LOL,I try to make it an all english post but my english and malay sucks i guess. SUCK BIG TIME.hahaha

I have plan some choices for myself to follow.InsyaAllah, by next year I would register myself for my degree course. But not sure which course to select.Have plenty in my mind. And which school should I go to. But the important thing of all,where should I work to save up the money for the course payment. My mind is still wondering.

Last topic of the post, I never wanted for this to happen. It wasn't my intention by any means. I hope everything could be alright like before. If I could rewind the time back.

Chance to change...

2011-01-04T08:53:00.000-08:00

After four years, I finally express to her my feelings that been kept all this while. And I knows it myself that now is not the moment as I have gone through the same as what she goes through. But I can't hold on to it forever. Better now than never.

I understand her situation and I certainly not rushing her into one. Studies do come first and this concern about her future. But what I hope is for her to give me a chance to show that I am different and that what make me special.

is it true?

2011-01-02T09:54:00.000-08:00

To really loved a woman,
you got to know her deep inside?

Is it true?

Justin bieber is right

2010-12-21T05:45:00.000-08:00

Justin Bieber once say this to me...."I need somebody to love"
Me too,hahahaha...Well, last week the whole family went to Seoul Garden. I gave them the treat since I have the voucher but everybody went there as a husband and wife,fiancee or couple...and I the lonely person accompany by the food.Apa nak buat,nasib badan...it's not that I not interested in a relationship...tkde jodoh apa nk buatkn...kuatkn semangat dan tunjukkn senyuman yang manis...but inside me is,kenapa is there the difference of me now and 2006...Why is it so much easier back then...why,why and plenty of why???

APO NAK DI KATO

2010-12-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

the title if translate in english will meant "what there need to say".
When you're in situation where the wrong word,phrase or sentence will be the end of the situation. Inside your thoughts, you will think twice and deep to construct the perfect line.

And if the moment is right, you say as fast as possible like a bullet train but the problem don't end there. The tone and speed of the pronounciation will be crucial as it seperate the right from wrong.

Still it up to the other party to understand the message being brought across. Hopefully the moment is now...

sore...

2010-06-08T10:43:00.000-07:00

Today i brought my laptop to school. I carry it on the left side but when i returned home. My right arm feel so sore and it began to cramp. The shoulders feels so stiff that it's hard to rotate my shoulder. My sister touch my arm and she feel that it's warmer from the left side. Weird,possible since I have behaving differently this past few days. 8 weeks past then out of the blue I slept during class.

Ok, I must confess i sleep at 4 almost the past few days because I don't feel well myself. I felt something amiss. This is certainly not the Mashafiz I used to know. The 24/7 happy go-lucky and smiling chap. I ask some of my friends if they believe in my previous post. Most of them agree that sometimes things you dream might come true. Some of them even say take care of what I will be doing.

The time now is 2 in the morning, it's not that I energetic. I just couldn't sleep. The mind just couldn't control my body anymore. What is the thing that keep distracting me? Please go away, I couldn't take it anymore. Maybe I should just relax and have fun. Hopefully this weekend PC show at SUNTEC, family soccer event and possible LAN-gaming with Zaki can de-stress myself.

It's Official, the latest news have start to kick in and it's time to face reality. :)

BAD DAY..it's a bad dream for me

2010-06-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

For the past two days,i have a very weird dream.
On friday i dream that i smoke a cigarette. Can you believe it, me smoking. Never in my life I would do that.
Then on saturday, i dream about an accident at a MRT station. A man which i nearly save. I already hold on to his hands and was about to pull him out but I was too late and the train hit the man.

Ok,some of you may think I weird. But some dreams may come true whether it bad or good. So i think there a bad omen coming, but tawakal je lah and prepare for the worst.

Btw, bowling session with the family for past two days. yesterday play 4 games, today we play 2. but the score just keep on dropping since yesterday from 96,94,86,80..today is 86,72...something must be a distraction,but what can I do. I pretty helpless now, there nothing much I could do.

game over...it not even start yet

2010-06-04T07:33:00.000-07:00

MASHAFIZ IS DOWN BUT CERTAINLY NOT OUT :)

will try and keep on trying till he fail to try

I am clueless...

2010-06-03T06:23:00.000-07:00

like a lost man searching for the answer but he have no clue to solve the riddle

be positive :)

2010-06-02T09:58:00.000-07:00

Although I know now is not the time but the feelings keep on growing. How I wish it could be simple enough to just say how deep the feeling is towards you. It must start somewhere and somehow but will it be the right moment.

I miss the chance once and hopefully not twice. Plenty of things running through this little brain of mine. What will happen and what could happened. Will I stutter that simplest phrase.

Everyone have a match made for them but without initiative, nothing is going to happen. You need to start a fire by lighting a matchstick. Be positive and give your best shot. Keep your head up and don't look back. :)

bowling with a bang...

2010-05-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

what did i do during my weekend...intend to go for some shots, but the weather not on my side lerr..so i end up at home...but in the eveing,it's bowling time with the family...i used my "so-called" bowling ball...heavy lah brother.size 15

but play four games...total of 440+...not bad ar,just starting but could improve for sure..exam tmr and i know only 20%...how,can i do it?pengsan for sure

okla,i want to go mugging...not the gangster type...the studying type with the cawan of kopi,biskut and keropok..makin gemuk lah aku..kembang macam bunga mawar lah nampakye

one down,two more to go...BANG

2010-05-25T10:17:00.000-07:00

When I'm high and out of my mind
I can still remember you though
Almost every night in my sleep
I often dream about you

When I just wake up and open my eyes in the morning
The first thing came to my mind is you
Everytime I hear a ringing sound, I rushly pick my phone up
'Cause I hope that the call is from you

Countless messages that I've left
in which I've been telling sweet words
You don't know or you don't want to know
I've got no clue or explanation to it.

One of my CA exam have just ended...it's a killer because i fell sick in the end of the exam...just endure and hopefully no high fever this year...its been a trend since year1 where i kept getting high fever every year...and it's not the 38.2 that kind...my high fever is as high as 41.3 and could last for 4 days...imagine you trying to blow your mucus out but instead it stuck inside your nostril that you need to pull it out with your hand like a noodle...no wonder people call it chendol... LOL,ok time now is 0132 hrs...Mashafiz,go to sleep

have you really love a woman

2010-05-15T21:51:00.000-07:00

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

How much money you have could not buy love

2010-05-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

today is mother's day,

my family went out for a bowling session..it was fun,not its the trend...my family have own 4 bowling balls now..so we play 5 rounds..1st round i manage 115, then 106, 105 for the 3rd round, 97 for the fourth and lastly 67 for the last round...my knees hurt so much during the last round it was trembling..

tomorrow is MRI scan,hopefully nothing goes wrong..and in two weeks time i having exam..cepat seh,blom enjoy sekolah and my knowledge abot the module is 10%..hahaha,but i will try my best to get a gd result

till here then..

if you bored please stand up

2010-05-04T09:24:00.000-07:00

i upload in Facebook and it never appear..kurangs asam btol,upload here...nothing happen much for past week...i update next time lah,class is getting tiring and bored each days...welcome to my life

the voice is enough...

2010-04-27T09:53:00.000-07:00

Hanya di radio ku mendengar suaramu
Setiap kata aku menghayatinya
Dengan rasa cinta di hati
Bila engkau baca puisi

Siapa engkau yang bersuara emas
Bolehkah aku merayu kepada mu
Biar hanya sekejap waktu
Agar tercurah perasaan ku

( korus 1 )
Hanya di radio
Ku rasa perhubungan cinta
Beginilah rasa mesranya
Walau tiada paras dan rupa

( korus 2 )
Hanya di radio
Aku bayangkan diri mu itu
Secantik-cantik manusia
Dan semolek-molek pekerti

Tetapi sayang hanyalah di radio
Bilakah dapat kita bertentang mata
Agar bisa ku memastikan
Bahawa kau belum berpunya

( ulang korus1 & korus2 )

YOU

2010-04-24T10:25:00.000-07:00

didn't i say i will post today...the best sleep ever since i start school...hahaha,terlajak all the way till noon...actually have plans to take picture for a competition skali rain pour like meow2 and woof2...hahaha,so just chill at home and there a match in the evening..

MAN UTD won...hahaha,hopefully Chelsea lose man..C'mon Stoke,all the way..

Somehow i found this note posted back then..refreshing the memories:

The thousand stars in the sky
now begins to disappear
Grappling me in the dark
The moonshine
now begins to fade
My inspiration begin to wane, directionless.

A tick of your visage appears
in the silence
it twinkles and it shines
Is it a star, or is it the moon
I convey a word of thanks.

Allow me to steal a glimpse of your face
Allow me to steal a fantasy with you.
Oh, Forgive me
so...
If this song intrudes your life.
Oh, do smile so...
Just for the memories
of us in this arena

You're my inspiration.
You're my inspiration...

harapan tak kesampaian...

2010-04-23T10:50:00.000-07:00

mashafiz just came back and school followed by two games of bowling....first one was alright...got momentom,99 the least...the lane suck and the ball lagi worst...the second game i was tired and my knees couldn't take it any more..so i could only get 80...

talking about my knees...MRI scan in two weeks time...hopefully,no tissue or muscle strain or damage...that would be the end for me.but no worries,injuries can't make me sad forever..

last week i change my style..a cool and discipline style i guess...with short mohawk and specs...i look like some businessman...hahhaa,maybe because of the course i taking but one thing for sure...i dunt like to dress up so when i went to my class...i go LEPAK...

on the first day of school, i was the only one wear slippers to the class...hahaha,typical students and not a businessman type...some people even say to me i should wear smth smarter as first impression counts...hmm,let me think about it first...SPSP= Saya Pakai Slippers Punya...i been wearing slippers to school almost everyday during full time...even to practical class...my classmate call me MAT LEPAK...what to do...never been fine yet,LOL...please don't btw...

till here and i blog tmr for sure...

MY NEW LOOK FOR THE YEAR

10 days later...

2010-04-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

hmm,what happen the past 10 days...

let me recount last friday on the 16th April...once again, I received an award from ctss for "FRIENDS OF CTSS"...lol,nothing big just to show the helpers the award for thier commitment to the group or club.

Saturday the "RED DEVILS" win at the last minute of the game...and we have a family gathering with food of course...satay,otah2,nasi goreng,mee goreng,murtabak,putu piring...naik kenyang and we post a photo to our dearest cousin in JB who is a ABU(anything but united)...too bad we won

fast forward till today...no more class for the weeks,seem little stress because i feel the project work will be hard to do as all are working adults...so there maybe difficulty...but overall it's ok,i never sleep during the class at all...amazing because during full time...within 5 minutes,someone must have shot me...hahahaha

Over the 10 days,everything went smoothly for me.

Till here then.

Mashafiz reporting for bed

shocking moments caught on tape

2010-04-11T10:16:00.000-07:00

when i log in to MYSAS to check my class schedule...i was in shock,almost everyday have lesson...wtf,how could it be..this is not part-time if there class everyday till...i took a closer look and saw some of the class start in week 22..since part-timers have no vacation...the class will continue during these weeks.

gedengketaprak btol mashafiz...which means i will be having 3 classes per week.oklah tu,every monday tuesday and friday...ohh,gonna be tired soon with the studying and not forgetting work..hopefully could balnce everything well.

something you need to gain, you must sacrifise or work harder to gain it...

CEO climbs up very fast these few months..just as i thought buying a car in two-fours year time these CEO climbs up..hopefully it will decline..this is my favourite "normal people could afford" cars...hahhaa,c'mon people be realistic..could you really afford the ferrari or lambourghini...

suzuki swift look cool and sporty
honda crossroad look CSI...my favourite
nissan slyph look class and afforadable...hahahaa

i dream of someone in my sleep,if only i could say.......

Photography competition

2010-04-07T09:35:00.000-07:00

My Name Is Mashafiz...I am a SP Student Again

Whoah,i went to SAS(Student Administration Something lah)...to check for my class schedule,still not out yet...how long must wait...cant tahan already leh...in the end i check my result from my previous diploma...so embarrassed,if only i could unwind the clock/press rewind button to go back to the past and study harder...actually i did study hard but more effort instead...been slacking in school and that the result u get...

IF YOU FAIL TO PREPARE.PREPARE TO FAIL

Hopefully i could prove myself that i was given one more chance to amend the mistake and should realise it by now.

Shahreza show me this photography competition...hmm,maybe i will join if i have the time to take photos.the theme seems hard 1)HOME TEAM is cool 2)SAFETY 3)SECURITY...need planning and maybe now the time for me to shine...

SINAR BERSAMAKU***

hanya lagu-lagu di radio...

2010-04-05T06:44:00.000-07:00

seem like i getting hype or enthu these days...dah kenapa eh ngan aku!!!
lupa plak nak greeting,

SALAM SATU SINGAPURA...apa khabar semua,harap sihat2 selalu,Amin

office have a new look and i ready for the challenges...hahaha,mcm paham stress confirm pengsan dulu punya...ohh,yesterday listen to this old song by ramli sarip(nothing to do with the ramlee burger) and khadijah ibrahim called "DOA BUAT KEKASIH"...classic,attached below is the lyrics of the song...hahaha,tulis blog dah mcm tulis mail

Andainya aku bertanya
Padamu tentang bahagia
Di mana nilai setia
Di manakah puncak cinta

Mahukah engkau merngerti
Harapan serupa mimpi
Ianya dapat terjadi
Atau hilang tak berganti

Sejarah mengajar kita
Menjadi lebih dewasa
Meniti arus angkara
Lupakan kisah yang lalu
Teguhkan tugu imanmu
Doaku buat kekasih

Yang dulu usah dirindu
Hilangkanlah dari hatimu
Doaku buatmu kekasih

Yang dulu usah dirindu
Hilangkanlah dari hatimu
Doaku buatmu kekasih

okay lah...want to know how the song goes about...do your own research,till here
Sampai disini kita akan berpisah tapi akan kembali.

Selamat malam satu Singapura

kosong bagaikan minyak yang kena ditatang

2010-03-31T08:33:00.000-07:00

byk nah spiderweb kat blog aku, Shahreza tknk baca blog aku lagi ke....

physiotherapy have started every week, need to perform several exercise each day. the first day,i was given electricity therapy.if i could scream,i would do it but just endure lerr.stand on one leg i look like a drunk flamingo.my legs was shivering as if there was an earthquake.

it been a long time i switch on my camera.harap2 tk berabuk.hmmm,when and where should i take my next photoshoot eh?

went for enrolment last sat...it just take 2 mins,terima kasih byk2 SP.Nadiah say my pic in the admission card muka garang.biasa sis,kata mat polis.hahaha.cant wait to get back to school.kerja stress,school come and add more stress for me.

till here then.hope we meet again ikan di laut

2010-01-16T06:33:00.000-08:00

kerja punya kerja kepala aku yg nk pecah...

I have apply for Advance Diploma at SP...i have 3 choices...Strategic Marketing,Power System,Electrical Appliances...part time so wont clash with my job...

I dunt know if i post about my new camera..currently undergoing a course...hopefully can get better by the end of the course...hahaha,i must put more passion n effort since i paying the camera by myself...gaji dah keciput...and there most stuff i must buy...camera cabinet,vertical grip,flash...new lens mayb...

dinner &dance next wk,hopefully my luck still rolling ar...since joining SPF my luck have been on the ball...menang je sana sini...tapi kebanyakkan menang voucher...and the funny is i get $10 ISETAN voucher for X'mas Xchange...hahaha

I need to create a portfolio for myself lah...but i need a model...ANYONE WANNA VOLUNTEER?

look into my eyes

2009-11-08T08:34:00.000-08:00

today soccer match was ok2..nth much...i actually got nothing to do...watching man utd vs chelsea match right now...so update a short one

among the chicks flicks i see so far,i think this is the best...i dunt know who copy who...but korean have it,the americans have it and even the malaysian have the version..it called "MY SASSY GIRL"...

hahahaha,the best part i like about the movie is the guy does not even like the girl at the start but the craziness about her change his perspective view on her.there a quote where he mention "sometimes you start a relationship but sometimes it start you"

maybe it true,if there fate,the flame will just ignite without doing anything.just by a glance on her eyes and you will see if she the really one for you.tomorrow,2nd week of work=boring nk mampos gedebak.

philosophy:

not matter how much you do a fancy dribbling,people will always fall for the simplest touch.
easier terms:just be yourself,dun't try to act rich or smart just for a moment.

fear is just a factor

2009-11-06T04:40:00.000-08:00

wed,thurs and friday help out with reservist for thier apec duty...den continue to slack...but no slacking once i posted to my job...interview just now,i got staff assistance commander...ok,they say just take it easy and dunt stress myself thinking about it over the weekend..the funny part is they ask me if i have any enquiries...so i answered.

"must i make coffee for the commander?"...the pns head laugh ..she say commander bring flower tea to meeting...lol,must learn how to make green tea,apple tea,crysanthemun tea...

since i tell ruz my stupid story why i hate taking bus...might as well i write it here...when i was primary 6...30mins to PSLE...i board the bus,inside the bus fill with old people and not a single school students...i was so paranoid and inside my brain,I was thinking..am i dreaming or something bad going to happen....i straight away alight the next bus stop and board the other bus eventhough 20mins left before the exam start...hahahhaa,mashafiz mashafiz..lu kekek

the other story is when i primary 5...after a tiring day of sports day...i board the bus with my frens...my frens ask me to alight when it reach the stop...but i being lazy,and say i going to interchange to change bus bcoz i need to walk if i alight with them...the next time i woke up...i was alone in the bus at the interchange...the driver left me in it...siak btol...den i stood up and walk to the glass panel...and wave at the people outside queuing for the bus....so malu nk mampos...den the driver come and let me out...ish3,paiseh to the max nk mampos...

ok lah thats all...

philosophy:
michael bolton once told me, i won't know what is like to love somebody...hmm,maybe when there feeling for other,it maybe temporary..be patient my fren,u're still young.

pancit ke pergi gym

2009-11-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

since tomorrow i will be working,ltes make this a short post..
yesterday first day of my posting..punya kental,interview asl bleh hembus je..50% chance bleh jadi SA untuk commander...argh,tknk tknk...den juz lepak because pns dept have not post us to and dept yet..

today same again....lepak,we help welfare to take some item at cantonment complex for APEC...den went to HTA for our flu vaccination..haix,tk dpt jumpa sape2 pun kat sana...den continue to lepak...after work,wait for muhd "sapau a.k.a mahakong" hidayat for a gym session...hahahaa,pokewak lagi byk org bsar dari dia...do back weight,run 2.4,cycle for 10 mins,row for 10 mins...aku angkat 60 pounds dah terkial-kial...mahakong angkat 140...kiwek,kasi aku 1 year mungkin boleh kot..wakakaka

philosophy:
when they used to watch tv in black and white during the 70's..
people say its crazy to make it in colour...

SPECIAL TACTICAL AND RESCUE

2009-11-01T05:55:00.000-08:00

so yesterday went to ION Orchard..hidayat and fazlie was late...so me and ruzaini from ION to Orchard central and lastly to Plaza Singapura.we actually want to meet up for makan session...so i bring them to the original REX from Mckenzie at Prinsep St...the chicken rice punya la power..out of this world...even the wet tissue they give us is from 1966 like what fazlie told us...matrep btol bdk tu.

den before we went to eat dessert,we decide to go arcade at parklane mall...lol,main rambo and daytona..hahaha,daytona came in first and rambo i spend only $1 and ruzaini spent $3 yet i last longer than him...so after a short session at the arcade...welcome to the finest beancurd at Selengie Rd,Rochor Soya Drinks and Beancurd..and btw,all the food i brought them is the original stall..pirated nie semua scheme cepat kaya

and the best part to sum yesterday...MAN UTD WON!!!and liverpool lose..baik ket...nice g...lol

tomorrow start the day of of being an STAR TEAM..

philosophy of the day:

aiming the bulleyes in a game of dart does not mean u score the highest point of the game...its just the fifth best

2009-10-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

i already check the SPF website on senior police officer entry requirement and thier salary structure...the pay is so tempting but on the other hand i must maintain myslf fit for another 6 years

i need to work and collect enough money for my degree..unless my parents wants to sponsor...wakakakaka,if time and money allow me...i have planned to end my studies by the age of 27...one more time i mention...if the time and money allow me...for 2 years i will only have 420 per month..serious s***,cant survive for sure

but if my fitness not there,there won't be a problem.i could still carry on my engineering line and maybe open up a photography business...going out with my NS frens soon...hopefully won't be the last

UNO,DO,TRES,CUATRO......POP-ohohohohoh

2009-10-30T08:29:00.000-07:00

what a waste of time of dekitting...argh!!!!

tmr ppl around celebrating halloween,some will went to night safari for the halloween trail...jumpa yg btol baru tau....and if i were to dress up,i will wear my police uniform with coporal rank...lol,just like above...kwang3

so after dekitting just now...went to bishan to have a meal with my squadmates.so we used 2 cars and 2 motorcycles to reach the destination...i lead bcoz i have gprs,wait it is gprs or gps...lol,i suck at this...but in the end we make 2 wrong turns...hahahaha,so thats all for today...

today philosophy:
bird fly high hard to catch
kill a birds with a stone
thats why it easier to catch after you throw the stone

POP...1 year 7mth to ORD...7 year to C-course

2009-10-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

at last i back after my last post since august...now with a lot of free time,and someone told me to use blogger like a personal diary...so i guess why not,i may use it to tell my granchildren about my past memories...lol

i have already end my basic training course and will be posted to delta division...i really wanted to posted there bcoz it easy to get there...but the suck part is i get STAFF ADMIN position...wth,i would be a secretary to someone...make coffee and prepare meeting...nonono dunt funk with my heart...hahhahaa,hopefully can change vocation...SA full house,do u want to become logistic...YES!YES!YES! as long not SA

did not manage to take picture much after POP...quite sad actually to leave tracom...the FI,the squadmate,the OCs,the makcik mess,the regulars and the upsize"hint,it the pes BP"...and graduating dinner is fun..Sheikh sing in front of us like some rock star...lol,with jacket and sunglass...he look like ray charles pump-up version

till here den..mayb i shld start to write my own nonsense philosophy

imagine you are karaoke-ing...
if you're nice,people will listen and clap along
if you're rubbish,people will shut thier ears with cotton
respect others well and mind your words towards others

book out book out

2009-08-01T10:23:00.000-07:00

ok since i was in camp...i crave so much food...everything i do i will talk about food...first up is thosai...ape lagi,bila book out terus p bukit timah makan al-azhar...thosai masal chicken...hmm...power beb...den sat p amek passport..den p alif kat gombak mkn prata telur bawang...alamak brother...kalau cecah curry ngan sambal...jilat sudu ar...den p lah lot1 kat cck...beli goggle utk swimming lesson...den ade satu bdk pompuan nie main golf set mainan dia...aku kat belakang cuba lah elak...tapi HTA blom ajar...jadi budak tu swing blakang golf stick dia kena muka aku yg tk hensem nie terus jadi hensem...wakakakkaa...nasib baik aku tk bukak langkah..."MOVE BACK, SIR"...hahahahafuyoh...den balik terlelap lah sekejap...kepada bdk2 NS...kalau kat class bkn tdo nama ye...terlelap...kalau tdo tk leh bangun....aku bangun je ape lagi...dah dish out curry ayam and roti kirai aku yg aku pesan mak aku on tues to masak bila aku book out nanti...ape lagi kita bedal je lah...sabar fiz sabar...p lah cuci muka dulu...ngan air liur basi bertangkung mcm water catchment...den satu hari buat ape...kita buat bodoh...kira rambut aku brp byk...bsok dah book in...next week aku nk mkn nasi ayam hainanese ar kat clementi...

light out bravo coy

FUYOOOO!!! tak sangka2...

2009-06-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey! Guess who's back....wakakakakkakaa... Step macam selebriti je... lol..macam macam experience kat ns sampaikan mesti pegang pada kekata "hidup mesti kuat" hahaha

Good thing is....ade masanya boleh slack....baru2 ni dapat tdo dari pukul 12-5 beb! FUH?! hmmm.....compared to the 1st day kat ns, susah banget mau tdo sihhh tapi sekarang... much better... To the extent;susah pula nak bangun dari tdo even if tdo awal......tdo pun syiok sehhh.....maybe coz dah dapat sesuaikan diri..lol..... perhaps it's like that, mula2 tak biase, lama2 bila dah biase jadi macam habit gitu......Tak sangka the stress level punye laaaahh extreme sampai agak2 boleh jadi botakkk..hahahahahaha.....ape boleh buat...nasib badan..

Parah juga life in ns... Macam ye ye ohhh je boleh manage segalanye coz dah 5973264 days jadi polis n ns pun polis juga.... That's rather exaggerating..lol.... So, it's rather adaptable..Den tak sangka2, ditimpa penyakit..... But no worries, sekarang dah okayy... Sihat wal afiat..... lol..coz dah dapat mc n dapat rehat yang secukupnye..tak leh layankan n take it to the heart coz lama kelamaan diri sendiri yang binasa.. like the 3 words mentioned above, "hidup mesti kuat"

K la... Gonna keep this post short.....nanti makin lama, makin merepek je..lol

bersamaku

2009-05-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

kau puteriku
kau membina mahligai denganku
bila kita temu di malam syahdu
rupa wajahmu yang menawan
hatiku tak ditipu
bersamaku selamanya

bagaikan mutiara
ku menjagamu sepenuh jiwa
keranamu penting dalam hidupku
ku hilang arah tanpamu
hatiku tak ditipu
bersamaku selamanya

jelasnya air
ku dapat melihat kesucianmu
selembut sutera kelakuanmu
budi baikmu takkan ku lupa
hatiku tak ditipu
bersamaku selamanya

2009-05-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

as day goes by,my heart felt kedebak-kedebuk...lol,get my pay last tues...apa lagi kn,blanja ar tk ikut hati,ikut koceng..kwang3,beli whole set to dress for graduation...baju,seluar,kasut...stokin je tkde.hahaha...den on friday go get my graduation gown...hahha,then treat my buds to movie..ANGEL & DEMON...ok lah katakan ye....lebih senang nk paham dari DA VINCI CODE...
den pray at orchard there then p makan puncak kat FAR EAST...alamak...darah aku ye up,order wanton...tp pelik ye tk dtg2...org lain dpt dulu...den aku suruh kawan aku panggil makcik tu...skali dia panggil "KAK,WANTON BLOM DAPAT LAGI"...lol,aku asa makcik tu mengamok kot tu psl tk dpt2...

hahaha..skg dah habis poly...tk lama NS,tk lama kerja,tk lama kahwin..oops,kwang3
lol,miss those poly days alredy man...usually if azmi and i saw some girls...we try to fit some song according to thier type...but azmi,aku ye turn lah ehk...hahaha...kalau jumpa yg lawa je tiba2"KEUNGGULAN CINTA DARI SINAR MATA...."sama jugak lah berlaku kat aku on thurs..tiba2 "KEUNGGULAN CINTA DARI SINAR MATA...."...SS btol aku nie,eh3...

ye lah..skg lah kena feeling...tk lama aku kena feeling ngan laki2...hahaha,3 bulan plak tu...kwang3...yes argh,MAN UTD THE CHAMPIONS...fuyoh,lol msg interuptted...please MAN UTD,buy TEVEZ for me b4 i go NS k...lol
carloS
Tevez
Always
mY hero

right now i like runaway convict...lol,a lot of ppl looking for me for camp pics ar...hahahhaa....i went check emman blog...he want it,fion want it,ana want it even asila want it...lol,wait ar ppl...090609 at 12.00am i sent k ppls....

wait people...lol,if u wanna my blog so u can help me update u can sk for it...so far one of my kind frens have help me..hahaha...so common people...but no tips k...till here den

BAD BOYS

2009-05-09T11:47:00.000-07:00

lol...since i joining SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE soon..i dedicate this song to myself...lol,these few days i don't know y but i cant sleep and in the end i slept around 6-8am...and the reason why i put this song at my blog because i watch COPS..the american real life documentary of a police officer...

in today episode is a STING operation where they catch people who go find prostitute for sex...lol...and they put a trap..total 3 people were caught...2 were old and 1 is like 20+...but the funny thing is the undercover prostitute bring this people into a room so the rest of the squad can nab them...there an officer hiding behind the door...the 2 older guys don't bother to close the doors after they come in,so the officer nab them from the back....the young one is clever.he decide to close the door and found a shock of his life someone is standing behind the door...lol,he was so shock that he shut the door with his leg hanging outside the door...hahhaa

my brain is tingling...hahhaa,there a lirik in my mind but cant find the way to write it down..next time aites...

Life...

2009-05-07T00:18:00.000-07:00

Kehidupan
Bukan seindah
Bukan setenang
Dan bukan...
Seperti yang dirancangkan

Ia penuh dengan dugaan
Ia penuh dengan kebingunan
Namun...
Itulah kehidupan...
Yang menjanjikan pengalaman...
Yang menjanjikan sebuah kenangan
Namun...
Sebuah kehidupan
Akan terencana dengan sebuah pengertian...
Pengertian...
Akan hakikat satu rasa... CINTA

"It's better to be loved and lost rather than to lost and not loved at all"

Sry ye... Gua tak pasti nak blog pasal ape ^-^ You know how I am these days... Trying to overcome everything and gathering back the strength that I once lost... It's a heavy blow and I thought I'd be a goner... Hmm... time will heal everything... Thanks for the concern... Those words calm me down, "Allah lebih menyayangi nenek.doakan nenek supaya hati nenek senang dan iman" Macam tak percaya akan kehilanganya... Tapi, arwah nyayi lebih selamat bersama Tuhan yang maha esa,kan? Tiada gunanya meratap kerana rohnya tidak tenang... Bila terlalu ikutkan perasaan, fikiran jadi buntu dan tak leh fikir dgn betul... Jadi biol pun, syukur alhamdulillah iman masih kuat... Thanks once again =))

~cheerios
Haneesah

Dedicated to...

2009-04-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

Ahhh... Finally, it's time... Alot had happened and not sure where to begin... Mm hmm... Latest is about speech day! During march in, ramai sehh sorakkk... bangga beb! macam grand gitu, dah lah pakai no.1 uniform..hahhaha..lol..I think the GOH contigent did well coz I'm the GOH contigent commander for NPCC =p haha....The weather was fine, sun wasn't facing us and it's one of the best speech day parade ever! Guest of honour was punctual till the band dun even have time to play their piece of music....hahahahhaha.. Kiwi took picture, here and there... Too bad can't smile.. But after that, bila ambik gambar banyak2, ape lagi, senyum sampai cramp mulut..lol

This guy here... Jokerrrr siaaa... Kuat mengusik orang juga... gue kesian siape yang pacaran sama dia =PP
K la, here goes the story...
Baru baru ini terdengar sebuah sekolah perempuan JC diganggu jin Islam... Yang
peliknye pelajar bangsa kafir, india dan cina tidak diganggu..
Seorang bomoh dari johor telah panggil untuk menghalau jin itu.... Upacara dilakukan kelmarin
malam dan disaksikan ramai penduduk kat situ....Katanya lagi bila bomoh itu bertanye kepada
jin tersebut kenapa ganggu perempuan melayu, tapi tak ganggu india dan cina? Dengan
suara yang menakutkan jin jawab "siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan, tak menarik hati,
tiada memikat".....hahahahaha
That's all folks..!lol!

Thanks for all the encouragement that you've given me all these while... True enough, kat sms senang nak borak tapi bila face to face jadi macam dungu pula... Ish... Ape saje je... Anywaez, thanks for hearing me out all this while and nvr get tired of my lameness... hehe... Entah la, dgn abg sendiri macam susah nak kongsi pendapat... Maybe coz he's busy... The day when u recommend that korean video, "I want nobody but you" made me smile to myself... I was feeling rather down @ that day but just watching that video made my day! It's hilarious XD mm hmm... One more thing, the phrase, "take it to the brain not the heart" helps n_n dapat singkirkan bayangan si dia tu bila dah menerima kenyataan yang sebenar... Gua lebih tabah kini... Can stand on my own feet... Cinta bukan lagi keutamaan ku, kerana daku hanya mahu bergembira dan ketawa, itu sahaja! Atas pertolongan lu, ma kasih ya mas karena lawak lu, walaupun merepek pasti kelakar ^-^ hehe... thanks for everything =))

Semoga berjaya!

Best wishes
Haneesah

SUAY

2009-02-14T07:17:00.000-08:00

okie...when come to exam period then i start do all this crap

since michael buble have his version of sway,i also gonna create my version too...here it goes

SUAY
bila aku betul,betul suay
semua kawan ku buay
nasibku serupa dah hilang
alamak,aku suay

keluar rumah lupa ez-link card
bawa syiling kocek koyak
aku pun mintak makcik duit
alamak,hanya 5 sen

bila ku pergi silat pulak
alamak,seluar ku koyak
bila suruh cik normah jahit
tkde koyak cuma.......

bila ku bangun pagi
ku mau gosok gigi
aku telah tersalah ambil
berus jamban sebagai berus gigi

apa punya malang nasibku
setiap problem timpa satu-satu
aku mcm orang tersepit
alamak,aku suay

aku pergi kedai prata
order satu telur dua kosong
mamak itu pergi hantar
dua telur satu kosong

aku berdiri di tepi traffic light
kerana aku ingin cross the road
ada satu kereta pandu ngan laju
air hujan ter-splash aku......

cari jodoh

2009-02-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

its FEBRUARY...3 exam and then i done...DONE

lol,i will be graduated by then and i hope tkde barang yg tersangkut...

i craving some food,ikan pari bakar kot..

alamak,i need job soon...kalau tk kering kontang aku

hari2 makan rumput,minum air...burp

aku pun ade 3 minggu lagi untuk cari jodoh kat SP...mwahahahaha

updated

2009-01-27T07:09:00.000-08:00

ku renunglah oh matamu
menunggu jawapan darimu
tapi bila kamu hanya membisu
membuat aku jadi keliru
tahukah kamu ku menyintaimu
dan kamu adalah yang satu untukku

berapa dalam cintamu
berapa dalam cintamu menaruh kepadaku
ku ingin menahu
bahawa kau yang menyintai ku
sudikah mu menjadi permaisuriku
membina mahligai denganku

walaupun hujan turun lebat dan berterusan
patah hati tidak akan ku lakukan
berpisah bukan satu alasan
terbayang wajahmu dalam mimpiku
dan hilang selintas ditup sang bayu
adakah kau yang satu untukku

berapa dalam cintamu menaruh kepadaku
ku ingin menahu
bahawa kau yang menyintai ku
sudikah mu menjadi permaisuriku
membina mahligai denganku

updated lyrics..lol,hmm...high pitch thou...lol,mcm paham
eheheheheheh

nasi lemak otah2 dan layang2 aku akan mencarimu

berapa dalam cintamu

2009-01-24T11:14:00.000-08:00

berapa dalam cintamu menaruh kepadaku
ku ingin menahu
bahawa kau yang menyintai ku
sudikah mu menjadi permaisuriku
membina mahligai denganku

walaupun hujan turun lebat dan berterusan
patah hati tidak akan ku lakukan
berpisah bukan satu alasan
terbayang wajahmu dalam mimpiku
dan hilang selintas ditup sang bayu
adakah kau yang satu untukku

berapa dalam cintamu menaruh kepadaku
ku ingin menahu

i will continue later...after i complete my report tmr...common hafiz,jiayou lagi sikit sahaja,anata oish...lol....ya,i found a japanese book,actually its a notebook that my cousin write down when she take japanese class i think....and the book its old like 80's gitu...eheheh...till here den..

ambil galah...tolong sidai baju

2009-01-19T11:56:00.000-08:00

i have nth to do in the early morning...so i watch the liverpool vs everton match plus doing a video for myself....lol,hafinatiks...sound so the wronged...eheheh..yeah,check up for NS...get pes BP means 15 weeks for me instead the 9 weeks given to the pes a or B...but its ok...6 weeks extra to shed this fats of mine...lol,tu lah kecik2 lagi asyik menyekek hamburger,cheeseburger,ramleeburger and paling favourite burgerdil...lol,dah start aku ye merepek kol 5 pagi buta nie..

&(&(^^^@^^^@&^

2009-01-05T23:53:00.000-08:00

aiseh man,long time nvr posted..well dut to my internet being spoiled...lol
many stories to share but as days goes by,i kept forgetting about it...hehehehe
mcm mana ye,suka ke tk suka...having 2 decision in my mind always make me fed-up...
the family car have just been pimped...3 tvs lol,kat rumah tk cukup kat kereta pun perlu letak...
modem comes tmr and my sis getting engage in 4 days time...update then

MASHAFIZ

2008-12-17T07:52:00.000-08:00

whoah,she gorgeous..lol from all the teenage star...i think she the pretty type...ahhaha,shld be from the lindsay,the olsen and the hudgens...lol,actually vannesa hudgen not bad too...

CHECK OUT

BELOW!!!

does this pictures look the same like david cook album cover..lol,memuji diri sendiri nampak cik mashafiz...hahahaha

Masya-Allah

2008-12-17T04:56:00.000-08:00

okay,i have alot of story to share...

saturday

i went to toa payoh...then ternampak satu pakcik nie...alim,pakai songkong then ade scarf balut mcm orang arab...then aku perasan dia beratur..ohh,ape queue nie eh...skali queue 4-D lah...aiseh man

monday

after buat fyp...meet my sister at orchard..she was watching Bolt..in 3D,then my hp like low battery,skali mati...then i havent tell her the location to meet up...i search the whole orchard for a telephone booth...tk terjumpa..pekak badak ye orchard...mentang2 canggih den Singaporeans ye maju...telephone pun tkde

tuesday

i need to queue for soccer match ticket...excited ar pergi jalan besar stadium...nampak cameraman and reporter...queue pun panjang juga...skali,jeng3...one person can purchase max 4 ticket at a time...then i need to buy 16 ticket...banyak ye kali aku kena pusing....4 kali tau...den reporter bukan nk interview aku...aku pusing 4 kali tau...lol,then qs ask like so damn easy...qs like who the captain of singapore...ade orang tu jawab ahmad latiff...malu ye

wednesday

i dreamt something beautiful today...because i sleep at 2.30am...lol,the dream was so good that i dunt wanna wake up when my alarm sound....in the end i wake up at 9.20am bcoz i need to do fyp at 10am...lol,mas2 sentiasa lambat p skola...i tell you ppl,the dream last long...like when i start sleeping till i wake up for awhile...den continue again...lol,singapore main pekak lah skg...main semangat lah sikit

yayipidiyay

2008-12-15T06:14:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT DATANG KE HAFIZ d'PHOTOGRAPHY

HEROES berfeeling

2008-12-13T07:53:00.000-08:00

today meet minah and her frens ar,rasul and hafiz..mkn ayam penyet ria coz minah rasa dia fell in love with someone working at there...ade ke patut...hahaha...den both of them left early...jadi tinggal dol and minah,so this the outcome...btw,all the pictures i instruct her how to take it...kalau tidak rabak jadi ye....the heroes picture look cool ar...lol,does it look like SYLAR...hahaha...kaki aku mcm nk pecah ikut minah jalan....coz we eat at lucky plaza...den jln plaza singapura...den she ajak me go back orchard den p lucky plaza beli brg toner dia ke per....kat kedai filipina...budget ke atau budak nie tk siuman seh...lol

pizzalicious

2008-12-12T05:43:00.001-08:00

deep-dish pizza...it like a pie,they filled the ingredient den place the base on top and cover it with the tomato sauce...deliziosa

pepperoni & cheese

last time..i watch a tv show about sausages or so called hotdog...i ended at sengkang and eat 2 of it...and it 9-inch long i tell you...and yesterday,hahahha i watch same show but with different food..it pizzalicious...and now i searching the net for the pizza...i tell you when i watch the show yesterday...my saliva can filled 1.5l water bottle...hahahaha...and you may drool over the pics too...the cheese sendiri consist of mozzarella,cheddar,parmesan and cheesedale...cheesedale cheesedale,it good with anything...lol,and the turkey ham,the pepperoni,the italian sausage,the salami,the colourful capsicum,the olive...but the pizza i hate most is the hawaiian...aloha and goodbye...like not chemistry....maybe i should open a pizza outlet....and name the shop

"VIVA la PIZZA"

i think i nuts

2008-12-11T22:54:00.000-08:00

Andai esok aku menjadi tanah

Sudikah engkau menjadi bunga

Hiasi dadaku

these are part of the lyrics from art fazil song...and i dunt know the meaning actually...but i get to know it like 2-3 weeks ago...then while sitting inside the car just now...this song was air on the radio...den my sis say to my parent that i dunt know the meaning to this part of the lyrics...and to my surprise...they know it...lol,how stupid i am....gendeng ketaprak btol...okay,i wanna be a power ranger...

i am being crappy...apology,lol i think i nuts

sang monyet

2008-12-11T12:18:00.000-08:00

keburukan seseorang tidak letak di keluaran wajahnya tetapi busuk hatinya terhadap orang lain..

rupanya seayu bidadari

masa untuk menderma pantas dia melari

tidak semestinya lawa,dia bijak bistari

bila budi perkerti dia tidak pelajari

intended to cook something the other time but lain yang timbul...
on tues i cook myself corned beef....with onions and chilli...3/4 cook the beef....then i cook an egg and just before it fully cooked i throw in back the corned beef....wait for it to be fully cook...den put some cheese on top...let it melt...ooh lala...bam!!!

better eat it with a toasted bread...just spread some butter on your bread....heat a frying pan...just place it...and it will cook by itself...once you think its toasted enough for you...its time to eat...

I am....

2008-12-09T06:42:00.000-08:00

yeah,Singapore won all thier group matches..who interested to watch them at kallang stadium for the last time...lol,it been quite a number of times they been telling this..."LAST MATCH AT KALLANG STADIUM.....LET HEAR THE LION ROAR" but i only could give a "MEOW"...felt so cheated when umpteen times they mention that...nvr blog for 3 days...doesn't want to bcoz i wanna get rid of any hangover from MST...

Your view on yourself:
I am shy,interactive and friendly.Because I're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to mend like to talk to.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
I prefer to get know someone who willing to know me better.

The seriousness of your love:
I'am very serious in relationship and willing to full throttle to achieve true love.If Imeet the right person, I will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. I want to study hard and learn as much as I can.

The right job for you:
Find a regular job doing just that and I'll be set for life.Having a suitable and stable income will be the main objective for me.

How do you view success:
I am afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career I would like to have in case I don't succeed. Don't give up when I haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
I am concerned about your image and the way others see me. This means that I try very hard to be accepted by other people. I would like to be more out-spoken too.

Who is your true self:
I am full of energy and confidence. I am unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. I might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

magic 8 ball

2008-12-05T04:57:00.000-08:00

last paper for mst...hip2 hooray...emi/emc was a killer...we thougt ic testing would be more harder...but this paper is a killer man..3/4 is theory,need alot to memorise...and i only start studying at 2am last night..so in the morning,ask akbar to teach me...wow,my brain is jam and unable to unload seh...den i feel suddenly like vommting...lol,super headache seh...and in the end,the test wak ok2...can pass...mayb ard 60 only...so after friday prayer,i went to imm...buy a magic 8 ball....lo,it just to release my stress...it like ask a question then see the ans on the magic 8 ball...lol and some of the answer reply ar funny....and it just to release my stress again...and when i first saw it i ask this qs...will i be with my gf...and it reply yes...hahaha...i have no gf in the first place...exam over,relaxing time,nxt week ubin...yeah

lyrics cover my voice

2008-12-04T05:26:00.000-08:00

aku kata kepadamu
kau yang satu
menjadi sinar cahaya dalam hidupku
bila kita bersua kau kan kata kepadaku
I LOVE YOU
and i say I MISS YOU too

kurenunglah ohh wajahmu,
fikiran ku berputar ditiup sang bayu
kerana aku tak dapat meberi bahagia padamu
ku kesal, kau yang saja ku mahu

lol....okay2..i need to study...let continue tmr i guess...wonder how this song goes like...hmm,tunggu i relese my album...lol

2008-12-04T03:52:00.000-08:00

today paper was ok,at least manage to answer 3/4...lol,the lecturer like cursing us by saying 50% will fail this test...curse u back...lol,so just now we still have time to watch Bolt...azmi,akbar,arif,apiz...lol "quad A"...3 of us have lack of sleep...actually 2 have 0 sleeping hours ytd...and we still manage to watch a movie when tmr we still have our last paper to go...lol,and of coz we doze off little bit during the movie...the hamster "RHINO" steal the show lar...fat and cute hamster..lol,fat is the cute trend nowadays...lol,if i have the pet hamster that fat...i squeeze it for sure and it roll itself in his ball...hahaha,mug later i guess...going to watch don't forget your lyrics

please disturb

2008-12-03T07:49:00.000-08:00

PLEASE DISTURB ME,I NEED A MUG

2008-12-03T03:07:00.001-08:00

QR paper today...mutiple choice i get 6/10...alahai...wasted seh...dat 12 mark gone u know...den last qs i cant get...lol,my mind totally blank..like a fish struggling to survive on land...lol and futhermore i slept for 3 hours oni...den on tues,we nvr like really study bcoz we were watching videos...me,akbar,azmi and arif was challenging each other who can control thier laughter...lol,seiously i cant hold it if it something funny...and we so kecoh at the library...there no one sitting opposite our table...lol

senyuman manis bahgaikan gula melaka
rupa berseri bahgaikan tepung gandum
kalau kita sudah saling suka
walaupun busuk ku akan kata harum

terbanglah tinggi sang merpati
mencari pasangan hidup sekeliling rantauan
jangan putus asa jangan kecil hati
bila dia telah hilang dari padangan

mutiaraku

2008-12-01T21:43:00.000-08:00

menunggu kehadiran bulan mengambang
bermula perjalanan aku belayar
setiap mimpiku akan aku terbayang
ratapan wajahmu yang bersinar

kerdipan bintang-bintang berkelipan
dilayang dengan tiupan sang bayu
padangan luas kedengaran kesunyian
tanpa disisimu aku menjadi sayu

akan aku hargaimu seperti mutiara
disimpan rapi di dalam peti hatiku
tidak akan pupus dengan api membara
kerana tiada duyung untuku selain sayangku

2008-12-01T05:44:00.000-08:00

sunday games man utd vs man city...stupid ronaldo..cover ur face with ur hand than get red card...scared ur nose crooked izzit...aiseh man...dunt worry,aku lagi tk hensem dari kau...with hidung kemek atau tidak...lol

previously on heroes...lol,this is smth lame created by azmi and me...so far4 have been found...andy,jo,nadiah and me...lol,sorry guys...andy have the lagging power which will make ppl around him lag together...jo have the shocking where he will get shock meeting ppl...nad,lol i think i dunt nid to tell here...me,i have this super fingers to make a beat and this power was long discover...i have a voice that when i sing....sure it goint to rain later...and it from back since sec school...lol and currently we found new heroes...arif...lol,he have the power to fly but his hair so long cover his eyes that makes him bang to wall...lol...btw,this is fiction.

this hotdogs from the shop 1901 was superb lah...irrestisable..lol...see,even i cant spell it right...if only there one in the west...so far oni in pasir ris,sengkang and suntec...please2 make one outlet in the west...u know how i crave for food then i willing to go from yew tee to sengkang and back just to grab this 9 inch long hotdog...superb lah dey i tell u.

cinta tidak boleh diperolehi dengan sekelip mata
mengambil masa untuk memahami bersama
kerana cinta ibaratkan intan permata
kalau dijaga akan bertahan lama

kalau nyanyian tidak diikuti dengan irama
tidak serasi seperti asam dan cuka
bergaduh atau bersuka ria kita bersama
keputusannya kita tidak akan bermuram muka

apa guna kita masih berpura-pura
hubungan kita tidak seumpama emas dan kaca
akan ku layanmu seperti kain sutra
setiap hatimu akan ku membaca

kejelitaan mu seperti bidadari
kalahkan seorang permaisuri
wajahmu akan ku terbayang setiap hari
bermula dengan keterbitan mentari

whoah,nie hafiz pandai sgt berpantun...lol,aku pun tk sangka aku leh tulis benda nie semua...bdk kecik ye pantun tk pass,lol disini sahaja

once not enuf let quad it

2008-11-29T09:17:00.000-08:00

nth much happen today since man utd play tmr in epl...breakfast at mcd in the morning..den at 6 pm decided to follow that minah to vivo...she wanna apply for toy r us...but in the end get the form only bcoz interview are on weekdays only...waste time btol...since have not any lunch i decided to eat the quad bk burger at Burger King...at first i see the burger,like so small...pathetic and waste of money but after few bites...damn,my mouth is getting tired man...lol,and i nvr bring my camera...i saw a lot of ppl gethering and facing one direction...minah say they wanna take sunset...i say it would be crazy like so many days but y today they gather...den i suggest it could be a shooting star...lol,then when we walk2 we saw a board displaying fireworks by french professional fireworks team...lol,wasted nvr bring my camera...

oh ya,last wed when we were doing our emi practical,we sing "my heart"...but different version...it like ramadhan special...here how it goes...

Disini kau dan aku
berbuka bersama
Menjalani ibadah puasa
bermula buah kurma

lepas itu minum air khatira
menjama juadah yang ada

suddenly,eh krg nie jgn merepek eh...lol,gd nite :P

smile all the way today

2008-11-28T07:53:00.000-08:00

1) What's your 10 most Favourite Foods.
· Chicken rice
· Bbq stingray
· Bbq chicken wing with chilli and chicalok
· spaghetti
· egg mcmuffin
· indian rojak
· nasi pattaya
· mee rebus
· pizza
· krabby patty???

2) 10 things I love Doing.
· gaming
· singing
· cooking
· bowling
· Soccering
· badmintoning
· eathing
· klakaring
· acting
· looking...lol

3) 5 things I loved doing when I'm EMO.
· play game
· eat
· watch tv
· sleep
· singing

4) 5 things I loved doing when I'm happy.
· bermain game
· makan
· menonton tv
· tidur
· menyanyi

5) 5 things I wish to happen?
· meet the true love
· good career
· happy family
· finacially stable
· to be loved

6) 5 types of a person of another gender I adore
· yang bertudung
· yang comel
· yang cantik
· yang berhati mulia
· yang kusayang kucinta

7) My 5 most addicted playlist
· jason mraz(i'm yours)
· Once(dealova)
· mumbai(kau ilhamku)
· didicazli(rela setia)
· art fazil(merindu kepastian)

rmbr my post few weeks ago..about the poem...lol,i found some more in art fazil song

kalau aku jadi pelangi,kamu jadi awan ya
kalau aku jadi sang duyung,kamu jadi karang ya
kalau aku jadi merpati,kamu jadi sang bayu ya
kalau aku jadi puisi,kamu jadi melodi ya
kalau aku jadi tanah,kamu jadi bunga ya

kalau aku jadi mp3,kamu jadi earphone ya
kalau aku jadi tiket wayang,kamu jadi popcorn ya
kalau aku jadi kek,kamu jadi lilin ya
lol,dah tk bleh pikir...otak brain freeze...hati berdegap-degup...degap degup

orange...hmm,so sweet

2008-11-25T11:02:00.000-08:00

last sat i stay up till 3am just to watch man utd..in the end they draw...alamak,waste my time btol...sunday p jemputan je...lol,setiap kali pergi jemputan aku pikir benda sama...mana nk cari duit...kalau hantaran sampai $12000 ke,lol...leh pengsan gini hahaha...so monday p qr labtest...score 70/100...not bad for me bcoz i was blur to the max..inside my brain was full of cricket..krekit3

today went to school gym with rahman,azmi and arif..lol,something happen there shld not be mention here...manage to do some running and weight lifting???yup...den we decided to skip 1pm class and go fdcourt 5...i just drink while the rest eat kfc..lol,what way to exercise...

den meet my sister to eat at "spaghetti express too"...i order some chicken something and my sis order hotplate seafood spaghetti and side dish of pepper steak pie and cheese garlice bread...i can say the food is cheap bcoz everything plus 2 drinks cost $23...so if the foos is cheap,the food will be just nice right...and it fast,surrounding quite clean...and not one was there bcoz it weekdays and not peak hours

staying up late today to do some revision and watch man utd in champions league...if they going to give me a boring match again...i scream like a mad dog tmr..awoooo,awoof3...yeah,at last i complete my 2 min song title ISTIMEWA

orange juice...since i young,this the only juice i wanted to drink...bcoz i hate fruits when i was young...and of course,Mcdonalds have orange juice too...who wanna drink Milo,sakit perut je...and tell u,till now...this the only fruit juice i wanted to drink..bcoz i shy of other fruit juice

childhood and the future

2008-11-22T06:27:00.000-08:00

Initiative pasal bende laen boleh, psl tu Zero.
Patient is a virtue

this few days i been dreaming quite alot...there 2 dreams...one of it is i having a pet squirrels and the name is skeleto...lol,sound weird..den its began to attack human and become EVIL...sound like i being cookoo...another dreams is i being a soldier and there ZOMBA everywhere...i mean ZOMBIES...lol,yeah my dreams suck as if i have no childhood...

talking abt childhood...this are some pics then will tell u how i grow up...

A&W waffles with ice-cream..better the fdcourt3..

root beer floats and the curly fries..it like mcdonald twister fries

cheap and reliable..thanks my 30c snack

everytime i eat this,i will wear it as a ring

this chicks defeat all the chicks out there

the most colourful ice-cream ever @ 60c

captain planet he the HERO...lol,legend

three super heros....thier technology is out of this world

doraemon,suzuki,toyota,mitshibushi,toshiba...lol and dorayaki,who can't forget the fav biscuit

i start watchin them since i was primary 2...i even have the costume back then...the best ranger ever

someone in mind

2008-11-22T00:36:00.000-08:00

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah, dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena, langkah merapuh, tanpa dirimu
Oh karena, hati telah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku, selalu memujamu
Tanpamu, sepinya waktu, merantai hati
Oh bayangmu, seakan-akan

[Reff]
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil, rinduku, padamu oo~…
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau se-lalu, ada

[Bridge]
Hanya dirimu yang bisa, membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku me-rasa, hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

[Reff] [2x]
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil, rinduku, padamu oo~…
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau se-lalu, ada

Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada

aku ingin menajdi_____________

2008-11-21T10:04:00.000-08:00

1.The person who tag you is?- Minah a.k.a Asila

2.Your relationship with her?-Cadet turn kawan

3.Your 5 impressions of her?- minah,hantu,ok2,friendly,degil...lol

4.The most memorable thing she had done for you?- so far blom kot...hahaha

5.The most memorable thing she had said to you?- hey,mat...lu banyak berangan

6. If he becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on will be?- errr,no thanks.i have someone in my mind

7. If she become your enemy, you will?- use my lightsaber and slash her

8. (Repeat Question)- i will show this face to her - :P

9. What is it you want to tell her now?- minah,bila mahu blanja

10. Your overall impression of her is?- A minah who wont listen to my advise

11. How do you think ppl around you will feel around you?- most who know me will think i am KEREPEK..i mean merepek...but i shy really,lol

12. The characters you love of yourself are?- funny and shy,lol

13. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?- unable to express to others

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?- no one,i perfect.maybe i just want superpower...

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.- i so touch,thank you and take care

16.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
idk who to tag...so feel free to do if u have the time but since below qs need a name here the 10 ppl i close too
1)asila
2)hidayah
3)emman
4)hafiz
5)fatin
6)haneesah
7)syahirah
8)azmi
9)nadiah
10)mashafiz...lol

19. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?- lol,like i say...i have someonein my mind

20. What is no. 2 studying about?- n level..what the qs about actually

21. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?- 2-3 days ago

22. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?- i think quite a few

23.What is no. 10 doing now?- doing this quiz..this is not a quiz but a questionaire

24. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?- she cute ar...with those metal teeth

25. Does no. 1 have any pets?- i think no except a mouse near her computer

26.Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?-no but they schoolmates!

27. What colour does no. 4 like?- I think its black or blue

28. Where does no. 9 live?- bukit panjang...pending if not wrong

29. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?-no...forever no

30. Talk about something for no. 1.- She will be my minah

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?- for what,n-level have ended

32. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?- i bet they clueless about each other

33. What is a hobby of no. 10?-i like to write lyrics and be emotional

34. What is the surname of no. 5?- none

35. Is no. 4 single?- maybe..quite few weeks nvr chat

36. Will you woo no. 3?- once again,NO.

37. How about 7?-once again,i have someone in my mind

38. Does no. 6 have any siblings?- Yes!

hey,mr policeman

2008-11-19T07:02:00.000-08:00

wow,haven't post anything yet since monday...monday,tuesday nth ar...juz lecture tutorial and more practical..but wednesday seems good though...there a career fair at SP...so my friends decided to went to police force,singapore prison guard and SCDF...out of this 3 jobs,obvious prison guard have higher pay...but it only in changi...lol,they said if sign-on with them...i need a 5 years bond including NS...what the gd point..i will get police for sure,the pay will be $2000 while normal NS man will get $800 mayb...and it a 12 hours shift work which is morning shift day,night shift day,rest day and off day...usually rest day they said is for u to relax...while off day is usually going training or course or replacing ur kakis who need emergency off day...hahahha....sound fun ar...den i could be like "sargeant dollah"...and if after 2 years,could apply for traffic police..imagine if i the one who 'saman' people for speeding...but the best part is...i can wear shades likerayband...mcm thermometer dah,ooppss..i mean TERMINATOR

I LOVE New Jersey

when the brother gone mad

been crapping alot!!!

2008-11-16T07:34:00.000-08:00

yes,man utd won ytd 5-0...but who they against with...stoke,chet what an easy team...
okie,let blog...nth to do today,ytd after the epl match..i watch online movie..."the kingdom"...which is also shown now on HBO channel 60 using starhub cable vision...hmm,okay2 lah the show...like normal movie...heroes always win...yipidiyipidiyay

i told asila that i wanna make my blog like love website...like give views and advice on loves,she laugh at me...i used to give frens like nasihat or same storyline like what they going through...it may not be a perfect and good solution but i here to listen,share the story and help...as a proof,maybe this will be my first post

treat yourself like a sponge..yeah,for some people you may treat yourself like spongebob squarepants...and your problem/emotion like a running tap water...as a sponge,it could contain lots of water...the more water it contain the more problem you be facing and that will lead to stress...many people would know a wet sponge would take time to dry as it will only drip droplets of water...and the droplets of water represent the problem you have already solve but since it just a droplet of water,you have just solve the minor problem like schoolwork or housechores...

sometimes,it maybe hard to solve your own problems and you will seek your friends or family members for advice...like spongebob,he have a best buddy ever in PATRICK STAR...so what the sponge need is a pair of hands to squeeze it hard to release the water...but no matter how much the sponge have been squeezed,it will still be wet...the major problems will not be a burden on the person shoulders anymore

hahahha,see i crapping

teddymon

2008-11-15T04:10:00.000-08:00

while waiting for epl to start,let blog...
just now went with my sis to lot 1...makan session jer...then i ask her,if i start werking part time after poly...i want to buy myself a dslr camera and pay monthly installment...but she say what my purpose of buying...so she suggested to me go and join a wedding photography team,earn money and gain some experience...hmm,shld i do that???

planning is crucial...even now i plan for my future...like what age to marry even though i have no girlfriend at all...lol...i thinking $40000...u know,its no cheap nowadays...duit hataran agakye 7 years later may jump to $10000...den duit majlis is ard $25000 completed(sat,sun,buah tangan and kendarat,hadrah)...so i have 7 years to keep $40000....shld skip 2 years bcoz of NS...so mayb like 5 years to save mayb around $35000...thats alot...1 year $7000 at least...wow,but no matter what...must able to do it for the one u love...but try to save and not spend walaupun banyak duit...ingat tu,membazir merosakkan masa depan anda...

currently watch japanese hours on channel news asia...every week i see japanese food like wow sashimi,mochi,sushi,cold noodles and belachan...lol,if belachan was on the list,habis semua....sushi with belachan,imagine that
i learn few japanese words last time...i have a list of it but if only i could find the book...like sayonara means goodbye,arigato means thank you,konichiwa means hello if i not wrong lah..."konichiwa,watashi no nama-e wa hafiz-desh means hello,my name is hafiz"...buta-niku means pork and lastly kuku means fingernail....hehehhe actually kuku is in malay..lol

every girls need a cute teddy bear :p

bidadari malamku

2008-11-14T03:41:00.001-08:00

yesterday relieve myself with popeye chicken and biscuit..lol...with my sis and young beruk...i mean bro..hehehhe...the fries superb ar...like mcd curly fries...but the mash potatoes gravy like not thick enough and the biscuit is salty..idk bcoz it like the 2nd time oni i eat at the outlet..hahaha...ytd another interview on the project but i think nvr get...perhaps the machine does not werk...it hard to educate ppl...

so today we thought have a picture taking session bcoz that what we heard from our lecturer...so me n my mates decided to do that in the end the photographer lecturer say the project been taken out...i found it weird bcoz it was not even in at all???puzzled so i get more frustrated...but luckily i manage to calm down due to???

i felt like a criminal just now,bring home my product..it have a keypad and lcd in a black box...so when i take the mrt...stare all over...luckily nvr get held by security...

if you want to find a match???
this is what malay couples do in the old times:
kalau aku jadi pokok ya, kamu jadi daun ya
kalau aku jadi tangkai ya, kamu jadi bunga ya
kalau aku jadi bulan ya, kamu jadi bintang ya
kalau aku jadi lautan ya,kamu jadi ikan ya

this is what modern people will say:
kalau aku jadi handphone ya, kamu jadi battery ya
kalau aku jadi computer ya, kamu jadi MSN ya
kalau aku jadi duit ya, kamu jadi ATM ya
lol,imagine gini bdk2 zaman skg pantun...

bidadari malamku

2008-11-12T06:02:00.000-08:00

this dudes rawks man!!!hahaha,i laugh my way while watching them.today,hmm...hahaha...just send azmi the lyrics to my song...half way thou...maybe continue later...hopefully fyp could finish in time...meeting lecturer on friday...den just sent my printer quota to my lecturer...btw,i post the video..watch it

super comical floaties...lol,the duck super cute and how could they do breakdance with the floaties...lol...

2008-11-11T07:34:00.000-08:00

this is hulk...grrr

baju raya on sale

like normal,every tuesday is badminton day..since i nvr bought shuttlecocks yet...we go to fdcourt 3 shop...kedai ape ntah nama ye to buy...so i ask the uncle in a deep tone "uncle,how much the shuttlecocks"...hahaha..deep tone,dun't think so...den he reply "$2"...den ask him back in more angrier tone like the hulk like that "one piece ar" den he reply "yes"...i was so shock that my jaw can drop to the ground and my tongue rolling like a red carpet gala premier...so expensive lah...in the end went to popular...half a dozen $3.05...and it turn out worst...bak perkata melayu..."u want gd stuff,u pay gd money"...lol,there not even a malay word in it...tmr class shucsk...confirm kena pick again by the lecturer..WV5HVf12

fly me to the moon

2008-11-10T07:39:00.001-08:00

blog for today...whoah,my thumbdrive just crash..i dun't even know what inside..die3
anything else happen today...ya,my lunch...the rice mcm beras seh...lol...tapi rezeki tk boleh buang...so i eat ard half...impossible yah me too...like 3/4 actually...hmm,i do a job search last night...coffee bean,mcdonald,and some other jobs...lol...i like wanna find job to fit my schedule...so who know,go holiday or training ke..jadi tk clash...n since ctss moving to new school...maybe need to suit first...lol,as if i still the student there...juz pass through there just now..hmm hip n hop....but like not cool je...maybe even the ghost might shift to another school...what a boring day today actually,my dad just sent the car for repair..and it nvr sound loudly anymore...test drive the car...reach 100 and no noise..hahhaa...ok,dats all lah for today

Take my hand and Dance With Me
Let's celebrate for the world to see
We'll have a lifetime to make our history So c'mon baby and Dance With Me

Oh...we'll dance together
Oh...we're gonna dance forever

i try my best

2008-11-09T04:43:00.000-08:00

i try my best to post everyday...what happen so far before my last post...interview last week...oh i think my project s***...hahaha,this is under-18...censored please...last week,my dad company have a family day at sentosa...free food...games...oh man i suck at rodeo...if i not wrong 30 sec on a bull...and i can't even make it...and to make it worst,a young kid like in 10-13 years old successfully completed it..so memalukan...

hmm...did i say i watch movie...3 in a week and 2 per day...i watch coffine then max payne and hsm3...lol...then 2 weeks ago,chills with my sec school frens...i drove to east coast to eat...bbq chicken wings,bbq stingray,cockles...hahahha...den ard 10.30pm..we decided to went simpang bedok...hahaha...minum tea..i think that all has happen so far...i think so...

CK62-123...if u wondering what this is...this is my mcdonald number...lol..cya tmr...my luck change 2 weeks ago...terkaku mcm batu sekejap aku...freeze like iceman...wonder what happen...better i kept it a secret...

i gaining my fitness "23/10/08"

2008-10-22T09:08:00.000-07:00

okie...blog since last week...last week play bad...
win azmi 1,arif 1 lost 2,akbar1...
and since last tuesday is my bdae....i went watch eagle eye wuth my dude..
lol,sound so gay...the movie was fun but the storyline is the same...technology took over and try destroy the world...lame...

hmm since last week was first week of the sem..shhh...i miss most of the class...
but i try to go for the rest...ohkie..promotion test juz ended today....1 week of promotion...argh

last sat,went out wif minah and emman...drove to suntec ingat kn nk feeling amek gmbr...skali hujan dah...den dey ask me to sent them to toa payoh but i need to pick someone up at alumni school in SGH...actually here the story go...i act like i was lost...bcoz i need to pick up someone at 5.15 but ard 5 i still at suntec carpack...so i mislead myself and end at ecp ard there...and in the end they say just sent to the nearest mrt...lol...go bbq at pasir ris...wow...nasib baik tk sesat...lol

sunday jln raya wif np mates...cumer 6 orang je tapi kiter p 8 rumah...tapi penat ar babe...pakai capal mcm pakai high heels....wait a minute...as if i wear high heel b4...mcm p je aku nie...den come to recent tues...play badminton..hahaha...during my first game wif azmi...baru warm up dah terseliuh...terus kalah..lol...banyak klakar hor..den win arif 2 game den menang azmi satu game...den satu bdk nie nk join den kalah ngan dia..lol...nasib baik tk jauh...ngok dia main mcm professional...

ok lah sampai sini jer...mls ar nk upload gmbr...kena edit lagi...coz takot cacat...hidung besar ke...kepala senget...lol...kk last but not least...something special for someone special by somehow unoriginal

The thousand stars in the sky
now begins to disappear
Grappling me in the dark
The moonshine
now begins to fade
My inspiration begin to wane, directionless.

A tick of your visage appears
in the silence
it twinkles and it shines
Is it a star, or is it the moon
I convey a word of thanks.

Allow me to steal a glimpse of your face
Allow me to steal a fantasy with you.
Oh, Forgive me
so...
If this song intrudes your life.
Oh, do smile so...
Just for the memories
of us in this arena

You're my inspiration.
You're my inspiration...

13/10/2008

2008-10-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

this blog have not been updated for days bcoz there been a special reason...

my birthday is tmr of coz...hahahhaa...i gonna be 20 finally...that mean 2 decade...izzit...hahahha...wait decade is 10 or 100 yrs ar...lol...

so far i alredy received my present from my family members...my parents bought me a whole set of rock band...they know how much i love my gaming...i gonna be a rock star...my sis buy for me a pair of giodano shirt..my brother and my sis-in-law bought for me a ORIGINAL man utd shirt with my name on it and the number 14...and i check out man utd...they dunt have any player number 14...is sir alex ferguson gonna ring me up to be his No.2 at old trafford...i too have experience giving a hair dryer treatment...all thanks to npcc...lol

raya aidilfitri seem fun for me...being 20,i thought my saham for collection dah potong habis...actually i still get it and i collected probably ard 150...i think so...then when i go johor for my raya trip...main mercun...hahahha...mcm national day kau...nie mercun eh bukan bunga api...yg naik ke udara pastu kedebab kedebub...

semester start alredy and i really wanna shed off my weight...so every tuesday...we are going to play badmminton...hahhah..i must regain my title

29/9/08

2008-09-29T11:10:00.000-07:00

menyeksa btol..smlm mlm p hospital..bcoz jari aku terhempap kerusi kereta aku...dah aku baru balik dari sheng shiong..dah semlm aku drive mcm org giler..p hospital register kol 12.07 den jumpa doctor kol 1.20...btw its pagi...nasib baik doc cakap tk fracture after the x-ray...tapi waktu nk x-ray...punya lah menyeksa...aku terpekik shiot...seblom tu aku tape jari aku ngan chopsticks...straight kn..skg nurse dah balut tangan aku...aku ngok,dah mcm hotdog dibalut fishcake kat pasar malam...ngok,bulan puasa nafus naik nie...

den nari aku polish kereta..kemas gerobok kasut..kemas fridge..and skg aku masih tk ngantok...okay lah sampai sini je lah...

2008-09-27T12:05:00.001-07:00

at last manage to change my blogskins...rupaye the device is cheating on me...i try my luck and save and view it...it was ok...hahaha...today,juz watch F1 AND MAN. UNITED win against bolton...hahaha...yeah...juz finish ironing baju raya...bsok mungkin p kubur...dah kol 3 skg and aku masih blom tdo...dbabzzz...

3 hari utk raya tapi jgn pulak lupa puasa...
plans already settle...
semlm selepas sembahyang jumaat p lot1...go to my werkplace...skali jumpa manager
hahaha,dia tanya i nvr werk already...i replied i busy with projects and ask him why...ada hati dia cakap...i need you...hahahha...ape nk naik kn pangkat atau gaji ke...jadi manager...hmm...kalau dpt pun ok juga ehk..hahahha...

and i now still rotting finding love...hahahha...shld i sleep now or juz keep blabbering till sahur...i also dunt know...abt love,hmm when come abt love aku nie malu2 kucing...u know *meow2* and not *rawr2*...like that2 lah...lol...i getting insane...nmpk org lawa nk...ingat drg nie ape...baju on sale ke per...but what to do,masih single...kena scan all around for the perfect one...hmm,but insyaallah...jodoh ada di tangan tuhan...cakap mcm org berfalsafah...kwang3...okay,nk tdo...bsok kena bawa kreta...actually kena paksa...lol...okay selamat bersahur semua...i wanna snore like patrick star now....blehblahzzzzz

2008-09-26T10:16:00.000-07:00

whoah...blogskins is dam hard and irritating...i can't even get it right...hmm...just watch F1 practice session just now...i think it was cool...and wasted i did not purchase the ticket...aiyoyo...hmm what else i need to say eh...i almost get blur or doofus everyday...oh ya...i juz paint my house...ade lah cacat2 sikit...den...errr...i wanna be a photographer badly...hahaha...but confusing seh...idk what to do after NS...i thinking abt degree....but my fren out there...private degree cost ard 25k...itu lah,dulu mak suruh blajar btol2 tknk...mcm nk jadi lawyer,magistrate,doctor...aiseh man,if oni i can rewind the time by 5 mins...so i will not write this post...hahahha...hey dey,4 more days to raya lah dey...i can't wait...tralalalalallala

2008-09-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

my blogskins and posting here does not reflect who i am...bcoz this blog is just to clear my stress or juz leave some silly antics to make the world go round...

Bila mu kata,
ku tak terluka,
bukan pertama yang mu cinta
tapi yang terakhir dalam hidupmu

sewaktu denganku mu terasa malu
kelakuan mu tak macam seperti dulu
tapi ku tak kisah kerana mu istimewa
yang tak pernah ku jumpa antara gadis yang pernah kucinta

selalu ku kata ku rindukan mu
ku terbayangkanlah wajahmu
sinaran matamu yang menawanku
senyuman yang terpikat di hatiku

nie actually lagu...but i stop half way...ngah shiok ngar radio...misteri jam 12...sheesh

2008-09-04T10:27:00.001-07:00

ok...post updates...
ytd training was alright...was alone with 4 nco i think with ard 30 cadets...hahaha...this not the worst yet i guess...play soccer after that even though fasting month and eat with kafi after that...

my waist currently feeling a little bit pain...my sis say mayb i could be suffering a hernia...most sportmen suffer that she say...den i recall...am i a sportman???hahaha...so to endure the pain....i put 'koyok'...i dunt know what it call but the brand is salonpas...if i not wrong ar...whoah...4 days of fast already pass...quite fast ar...ytd night,paint my gate from 11-12 i think...hahaha...hmm...look ugly coz i juz hentam sembarangan...goin to paint my house next if have time...bz for fyp katakan....hmmm...sat mungkin kluar ngan hafiz...nxt mon kluar ngan polymate....nxt fri mungkin kluar ngan nana...tapi kluar ngan family lagi impt...dpt free baju kurung...hahaha....shall find a job soon man...but with fyp taking up my morning time...i have no time at all to look in the first place...w/o money life maybe cruel sometimes...nasib baik blom ber'matair' kalau tak...duit bill handphone pun naik kn...

idk what to do after poly...currently i thinking of this 3 thing...part-time teacher...restaurant manager or maybe freelance cameraman....i juz download 4 software on picture editing...seem fun...i edit one photo of mine and it look like a cover album of a cd...sampai juga cita2 hafiz jadi penyanyi...hmmm*coughing*

phrase of the day:a frown on a face wont determine the sadness of someone but the deep cut in the heart will

2008-08-31T22:14:00.000-07:00

Personalized IQ report for mashafiz !

Your age adjusted IQ score is 115 and the average score of all test takers is 100.

Your IQ score is the result of a formula based on the number of questions answered correctly on the test. This score has been further adjusted to account for the differences in capabilities among various age groups.

hahaha...does it sound smart....just average i think...but certainly there one thing on my mind...someone special...whom i have not found yet...hahahaha

2008-08-31T20:35:00.000-07:00

okay,updated about last friday...
play badminton with my friends.damn,i getting lousy.my fitness drop rabak babe.play 2 double and won 1.play against hafiz(nvr win me since sec skool days)2 games if i not wrong n won 1.play against asmi(nvr win me since poly)2 games and lost both.play arif(hear he ex-sec baminton team)2 games n won 1....

hahaha....i shld be winning...mayb force on the wrong side that day...wondering y i kept talking abt the force all this while....coz that same afternoon,i watch clone wars at cck...okay,the theatre suck....but i tired to go woodlands coz it will be pack for sure...ok,let me give my comment abt the movie now...

the movie i give 3.5/5...the character face funny ar...out of proportion...thier waist size is like errmm....next top model if u know wat i mean....the funny part is the droids....got one part...the commander ask the sgt..."look,enemy at position 982887973"...then the sgt reply "98288....what the number again"...hahahaha....den there another part...they reply "yes sir" to count dooku asst which is a female...den dey talk amg themself "wait,izzit a she or a he"...

so i will stop talking abt star wars a.s.a.p...if i can do so....oh ya...i go into enter this photography competition with hafiz...mayb can win...aiseh man...confident nmpk...first prize $500...whoah....i can buy stuff for raya...and give duit raya too...this year i nvr manage to work....so i bungkus tikar...hahaha...and now i looking for a new one...so this year tkde duit raya ar....hahahaha

whoah,hafiz...semenjak pass kreta...24/7 on the wheels nmpk...nk jln kaki pun malas...hahahha....okay,if i were to werk and have money for a car...if cheaper i go for mayb suzuki swift...wait,that expensive mah...hahaha...but if i am a son of a towkay...i would buy myself a nissan cefiro black model...aiseh man...like M.I.B...but if i am a son of a millinaire...i buy a lamborghini or ferrari and hire a chaffuer...asl bleh hentam je spelling...i am born to be driven...

6 weeks of holiday...4 weeks of fasting...2 weeks of raya-ing...4 weeks of fyp...how many weeks to shed my weight...???clueless...call...64-iamfat...from sec skool always thinking about losing weight during ramadhan...i bet many ppl think that too...but imagine a whole day with no food n drinks....den when it time to break fast...ur parent splash out food from the carribean,italian,malayian,indian...hahaha...ur mouth will drool and could fill 1.5l of water bottle...this is the time that u could eat this delicious food coz sometime parent will be bz with werk...and have no time cooking

but just a reminder,while we have our scrumptous food...other ppl out there still suffering...doing a good deed in ramadhan is by donating...fork out a $2 note won't kill...so make an effort...

this post seems long enuf...29 days to raya-ing...no matter how old u are...u have this feeling in ur heart...unless u need to give green packets...hahaha

2008-08-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

A Jedi uses the Force for knowledge and defense, never for attack.

Remember, a Jedi's strength flows from the Force. But beware. Anger, fear, aggression. The dark side are they. Once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny.

you don't need to confine the inner feeling in yourself.express is always the best way to release it.

with a lightsaber,you may think we are professional Jedi.but the Force is a much greater weapon.

patient is the key to your time management.

you may judge my character by my costume but i just prepapring to go for a shower.

ok...ahahhaa...quite good ar my quote...does i sound like a mas(ter) jedi...the force is actually within yourself...i have found mine...have you find yours yet???

2008-08-25T01:11:00.000-07:00

QUOTE: ARE u A jedi???
to be a jedi,skillful and trained u must.the force maybe sometimes seems unnatural.if u think this is funny,i think so too...hahhaha...coz i have nth betta to do....last paper on thurs...and i really need the force to help me...i am the mas(ter)...i sound stupid...hahahha....

2008-08-24T22:48:00.000-07:00

when we had nth to do,this is the end of result...hahahaha
promotion test coming up for the unit...all the best to u all...the jedi need u...i look quite hot in this pic...hahahaha....

phrase of the day: u dunt need to act like one to be someone...be original and stay true to urself...copycats wont last long as ur printer will run out of colour soon

may the force be with u

2008-08-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

the force is within u to control my young ones.being over confidence will lead the mind to overcome your body.just see anakin skywalker.what a waste.he could be the next top jedi idol.please dial 9-jedi-rulz to vote.hahahaha.back to serious topic.the force is there to help not to destroy.overusing it will be a setback.

may the force be with u

2008-07-16T10:43:00.000-07:00

plans plans and more planning of course....

(Thurs)
CSW test and hand-in of ic design stick diagram...

(Fri)
my traffic police test is coming man....i dunt want to screw it up....semoga2 hafiz pass ye...hmm,after that gonna play badminton with my frens...am i gonna lose....i not sure yet....been training lately after my sis bought for me a sauna suit...let me tell u ppl,within 10 min of seating down in front of a computer....u will sweat...let me repeat SWEAT....hahahha...hope not to lose ar....and dunt give me chance...give me ur best...if i lose...i know i a true loser...i wonder if there a link at all

(Weekend)
gonna have combine nco camp between CTSS and tanglin....for sure gonna be alot of fun and whacking...and it gonna be my first time in full-u in 2008...let me repeat FIRST TIME....izzit...hahaha....who cares....

overall
FYP is still killing me...mini project is murdering me...proposal is hurting me....but the cure for this solution is just to see the pic or better in person...hahaha...for sure release stress babe...hahahha....malu2 kucing nanti rugi...

jedi mas(ter) word of the week
to be grateful you must,because it not everyday you will see the sun

2008-07-14T10:33:00.000-07:00

Hanya pada mu
yang ku sayang selamanya
yang bernama si _______
wanita yang ku cintai
Hanya pada mu
kau pertama ku sayangi
cerita kita ku ingati
depenuhi kasih suci

( korus )
Jiwa ku yang pilu dan sedih tak terkira
bilaku terlena,ku mimpikan wajahmu
cinta mu selembut sutera menjadi seksa bagiku
hanya engkaulah yang satu agarku cintai

bila kita bertemu kelu tidak berkata
namun ada sesuatu
ku memahami gerak mu
terpancar cinta yang sejati

cinta tak terhalang dan tak disegani
senyuman di wajah mu,yang selalu ku rindu
cinta mu selembut sutera menjadi seksa bagiku
hanya engkaulah yang satu agarku cintai

2008-07-12T10:17:00.000-07:00

dear jedi,

i decided to write my post...hahaha....we need a motto...just bought my laptop...hmm...today just return from area 16 CI outing...was fun...dunt know they all were quite talkative...hahaha...and jiahao lost initial D to a boy...he show-off some more....after leading jiahao after 100+m, he stop den wait for him to come...hahaha....fyp is killing me...now it getting worst as i need to do it as a pair and not a foursome....lain mcm je....hahahaha....juz nid to work extra hard n more effort i guess...

we must not be high in confidence as it would hurt if we fall...may the force be with u

2008-06-25T11:14:00.000-07:00

since i waiting for my germany vs turkey match, i decided to blog...

any news to share chef hafiz???
gd news,in 3 week time i goin to hav my driving license test...mudahan2 pass bcoz i dunt want to waste money and i want to help my dad so we could turn to drive if he feeling tired or if i fetch my sis from work or mayb pick my gf up..hafiz,lu mcm paham lah brother...matair pun blom ade cakap byk...abuk je ade...hahaha...

next...last time i thinking of becoming capt. mashafiz,senior engineer mashafiz,mashafiz the photographer...now i thinking of becoming chef hafiz...want to know y suddenly i have the mood to cook...i see plenty of chef jr. and chef s.o.s at suria..jam 7pm dan 9pm respectively,hanya di SURIA...haha...ytd,i cook my first dish,chicken chop black pepper...i cook for my dad n adek...both pinggan licin..sedap nah ke...haha...sedap ar babe...den baked bean with green chilli n onion and last salada pepperoni..fuyoh...air liur aku yg melilih skg nie....NIE MINAH YE PASAL...nk masak telur scramble egg mcm MCD kau pecah kn telur kat kuali den scramble kn...sembelum fully cook tambah sikit air panas n garam...hahaha...power babe...to be truth..my first dish i cook on my own is my laska anchovies...*anchovies tu ikan bilis ye*...haha...actually i watch rachel ray and jamie oliver in the wee morning like 4am n 2am respectively....haha....there where my passion kedebaboom and i started to think of my own dish....*saaaappppp*

hmm,MST was ok2...i hope i will pass but fri paper will sure gonna be a killer man...and it wil made me dance like michael jackson like the movie thriller...hahaha...sat goin out,i wanna hike the new teluk blangah trail which will lead all the way to mount faber....ooohhhaaaahh....eh,do i have nth betta to do...zzzzz

oh ya b4 that...i thinking of a lyric rite now...and ya..u huys would not want to hear it bcoz it incomplete....*kalau dah siap pun blum tau sedap fiz*

gd night :p

2008-06-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

i decide to write lyrics on apologise...let try

GOODBYE
wake up every morning
want to see you by my side
i know you want to say
but you just can't make a sound
i know that you love me
but you straight turn around
but wait
you tell me that you sorry
that you have to turn me down and i say

that it too late to say goodbye...it too late
that it too late to say goodbye...it too late

2008-05-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

suatu hari, CINTA & KAWAN sedang berjalan-jalan di kampung...
tiba-tiba, CINTA jatuh ke dalam telaga...

KENAPA???

keran CINTA itu buta...
lalu KAWAN pun terjun dalam telaga...

KENAPA???

kerana KAWAN akan buat apa saja demi CINTA...
di dalam telaga CINTA hilang...

KENAPA???

keran CINTA itu halus & mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga...
apatah lagi sukar dicari di dalam telaga yang gelam...
walaupun gelap, KAWAN tetap cari CINTA...

KENAPA???

kerana KAWAN itu sejati & akan kekal sebagai kawan...
dari itu,hargailah KAWAN anda selagi kita rasa dia bererti...

walaupun kta mempunyai teman yang istimewa...
KAWAN masih setia...

walaupun kita mempunyai banyak harta...
KAWAN teta berharga...

sayangilah kawan anda seperti teman-teman anda yang lain...
dan ucapan sayang bukan hanya untuk kekasih...
tetapi juga untuk KAWAN anda...

2008-05-09T09:44:00.000-07:00

let recap for the whole week....

MONDAY
after class end at 3,i decided to watch iron man with nadiah,azmi,rahman,arif...hahahaha...it like the first time i went to a movie in a group...usually alone...single mah...hahaha...
what can i say abt iron man,very good movie but why must the lead actor be robert downing jr. he so old....hahhha...

TUESDAY
my class went to a semicon seminar,then we the malay guys have a good chat...we talk about future job to future wife to future wedding to even dowry....hahahaha.....ppl say it betta to plan now than nvr rite...

WEDNESDAY
nth much happen except met my junior since they come to SP...work at night...damn aku penat giler gedegedebak....

THURSDAY
after class met my sis to buy mother day gift...we bought our mum a BONIA watch...hmm..and i bought myself PS3 GTA4...i love action pack games man...i could complete a game like within a week of constant gaming....gila nie bdk..nanti exam dtg fail...hahahha

FRIDAY
after friday prayer,went to play badminton with azmi and his cuz....pancit dok...manage to win his cuz by 1 set(11-?)...he win me by 3(11-8,7-0,11-3)...
but what make me happy,azmi still can't win me...hahhaha
action plak bdk nie....kalah nanti kn
den ngah jln halfway towards clementi mrt,saw my dad vehicle...tompang p woodlands...untung temu drg....my mum buy fr me a long sleeve shirt and a belt...y??
nie semua CSW ye psl...wear smart for interview....

plans for weekend....currently saturday tkde pape....den sunday kerja...but there survival sunday....tk nk miss....and MAN UTD will be CHAMPIONE!!!!
GLORY2 MAN UTD.....

mcm mana seh skg....after dengar the news...my heart like sank....hahahha....emo lah plak...tu lah lmbt setapak...padan muka hampa nong...mcm mana nk buat skg...nasib baik ade azmi...main badminton hilang kn geram...imagine leading 9-2 den hilang fokus den he led me by 10-9....nasib baik menang 12-10....so mcm mana skg...lihat cinta itu pergi dengan sekelip mata...atau dah nasib...pe nk buat kn...hahahha

2008-05-03T10:00:00.000-07:00

saturday..
after a l o n g wait...we all meet again...hafiz,adi,nasuha,diana n me gather after like...erm...actually we nvr go out together before...hahha...so the meeting is like to catch up with everybody...and from the start till the end semua kena kacau rabak2...lunch,ayam penyet n daging bola tapi tk penyet...hahaha...eat to the fullest...but b4 that...the other two guys are late...so we walk ard raffles shopping centre aimlessly with no objective...

first start the lame games..then when they start the game called "black magic"...i the last one to get know of the ans...how slow am i...hahahaha....sampai kat atas esplanade...ngah open n banyak orang aku cari mambang...mambang hijau n mambang mabuk semua kluar...kekek giler...

den from esplanade we all go to jln besar stadium to watch a girl soccer match...actually we go there to accompany diana bcoz she in diploma course in phsyiotherapy....so she need to practice the "rub down"...it a process where a physio would do to the sportman after a game...it to relax thier muscle...

so we cheer...actually not me...but adi...hahahaha...empty and when adi shout....the echo was loud...then diana stay..while the rest wanna have supper...but nasuha need to reach home early...so she went off...the guys went to jurong west ave 1...hahahha...bee hoon hong kong...whoah...alot and nice...hahahaha....den we went home

next meeting,dunt know when...but i think paintball...hahahha...

2008-05-02T09:31:00.000-07:00

wed....kecohrable...hahaha
i was suppose to go GEMS...it an elective module...but i decide to skip it to do other stuff...and my fren ask me to join him inside his GEMS class...he say the lecturer dunt care bcoz he dunt stop the ppl from thier activity...so when i step in the class....ppl play psp n laptop...normal case...but one group was playing "pakau"...hahaha,cards i mean...in the end i slept inside the class...the lecturer kept yak3...and no one bother about it...

got to work that day...wow...ljs cck so famous ar...lydia from the suria drama appear...anugerah winner aliff aziz pun ade...hahaha..dah start kat dapur semua nyanyi lagu...hahaha...

today....weeee...nasi ayam at clementi is still the best....eat mocha donut....the oreo sumthing was the best man...

tmr recce at ubin then gonna go out...oh yeah...alot of fun for sure...ade adi,me,hafiz,nasuha n mayb diana,bedah,kasinah n syahrul...hahahah...mesti pwer kedekedebak...

2008-04-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

told ya bnj is evil....hahaah

read my last post...is she cute

anywhere and anytime he can lie around

cute ye uncle dier

did u see the top pics n this pics...my dad buy for her a bossini top to bottom makeover...and she straight away wear it w/o hesitation...hahaha...

com crash during weekend...but luckily i am occupied my adorable niece n nephew all the way from semberang tambak...malaysia i mean...haha...oh man...they are so cute...like thier uncle...hmm...went to vivo n imm...enjoy our day shopping and eating and crying bcoz my man united lose...amazing my nephew who is 2 yrs old support chelsea....even though he could not talk...he clap when ballack score...hahahha....let us see the pic

2008-04-25T10:30:00.000-07:00

ok post for wed all the way to fri...

wed(23 march)
ok after school,i straight away went to work...wow,2 kitchen crew for the night...but see the leg ar my fren...hafiz u know...hahaha...nth will go wrong with me around...i guess...hahha

thur(24 march)
school start at 1...i think i slept till 11??
hahaha...oh,ic design lab was fun.the lecturer was like enthu and energetic...
so is my digital comms system..the apek lecturer was cool...relax and calm...even though he let us do ourelf...firstly abit confusing ar....

fri(25 march)
kecoh giler ar babe...me and azmi cant stop laughing...
we have our own heroes dramas created by us..."save _____, save the world"
after friday prayers,me n azmi went to causeway point to watch movie.." the forbbiden kingdom " starring jackie chan and jet li....hahahha....10 out of 5 la babe

den after kelas bimbingan remaja...azmi decide to drive ard..hahaha...crazy driver..i take him to this railway and nearly bang...ahhaha...

tmr my niece gonna come to singapore...she so cute and adorable...make sure i take plenty pics of her...hahaha...

current mood: gay :P

2008-04-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

just bought my fl-36... a career in the making i guess...

nothing much to do...i at school slowly and surely catching up with my new module...
no more np training...i guess that good right...
i need to find a new job...starbucks...toy r' us....idk
as long have more income and could fit in my schedule...
hmm,sunday going to east coast and saturday could be going to mount faber...hahhaha...

2008-04-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

wow...met my final year project supervisor...the project seem ok but like rubbish....hahaha...seriously i got alot of problem thinking of the good points
p.s gd points(hahaha)

i have nothing better to do obviously...since back to school...i feel lethargic...like went to school but my mind is not concentrating on studies...i seem disturbed...but whats wrong???
p.s lethargic(i don't know if it even a correct spelling)

this saturday i going to botanic garden to take pictures to release the stress that i going to get...ahahaha...seriously i going there to relax under hot sun...enjoy the moments...fuyoh...hahaha
p.s stress(nahh,with this cute face,impossible stress)